I pride myself on knowing that I’m a decent person. I have you, mom, and the education you provided for me to thank for that. You might not see me that way because I treat you differently than others. You might think that I’m some dickhead who’s a ticking time bomb of anger. I guess that’s understandable since you’ve heard me get mad with my bipolar ex-girlfriend years ago. But please understand that that experience with my ex was not something I’m proud of. I know I didn’t handle any of those situations well. I know I could’ve done better had I been a little more mature. That experience was a very special case where I was pushed to my limit emotionally. The way I treated her then in no way reflects how I treat others especially those I’m in a relationship with. So please don’t say shit like, “You need to pick a girl who’s super patient because you get mad so easily.”
You have to understand that I treat people nicely until they give me a reason not to. I have little to no patience with you because you’ve been really shitty to me. You constantly bring up all the shit that happened between me and my ex. The shit that I’m not proud of. The shit I wish everyone forgot about. The shit you told everyone about. It wasn’t your story to tell, I opened up to you guys about it because I was instructed by guidance counselors to not bottle up shit like that. You’re too insensitive to feel that I hate it when you talk about that shit but I don’t have the guts or the time to confront you about it. This is also why i don’t like talking to you, or telling you stories about my life. I’ve learned my lesson.
tldr; I’m not a bad person. Stop talking about the shit that happened years ago.
Maybe someday I’ll let you read this.
Respectfully Yours,
David
It feels good to be happy again.
It’s been a while.
Ben&Ben - Maybe The Night @ Tagaytay Art Beat 3
Maybe the night holds a little hope for us, dear
Maybe we might want to settle down, just be near
Stay together here
Nick, I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I want to raise this dog with you. I want to have babies and eat good food and laugh and take care of each other and I want it to start tonight. It’s you and me. It’s always been you and me. Is that a yes? Yes!
(via teddywestside)
Kwentuhan lang, wala namang masama.
Puro usap lang dahil gusto kitang makilala’t makasama.
Sa Wakas. A New Pinoy Rock Musical featuring the songs of Sugarfree
This is my first time watching a musical outside of school and I really enjoyed it.
Thoughts running thru my head while watching: